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United Kingdom
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Current Residence: United Kingdom
deviantWEAR sizing preference: fat bastard
Favourite genre of music: Folk punk/Folk Metal/Sountracks
Favourite photographer: John Santineros
Favourite style of art: Neolithic cave art
Shell of choice: Cowrie
Skin of choice: tattooed
Favourite cartoon character: Pinky..."NARF!"
Personal Quote: "A man is only as strong as the love of his friends"
about a year after my wife Sandy died I made a friend here on dA. She lives in the USA, and we had a great deal in common. We made eachother laugh, we shared many interests, we got on pretty well.
She told me how she was in a loveless marriage, which she stayed in for the sake of her son, but she felt so trapped. As time passed, we realised there was more than just friendship there, we realised we were in love. Neither of us was looking for another relationship, but somehow we seemed perfect for eachother.
The plan was always that when her son reached 18, she would divorce her husband and we would marry, most likely with me moving over to the States.
This Monday, 3 and a half years after we opened up to eachother about our feelings, she ended the relationship between us.

Well, I had a long, sleepless, tearful and reflective night.
When I read the email, it was like losing Sandy all over again, except it's one thing to know you'll never speak to someone you love again because they're dead, and quite another to know that they're alive, but you'll never be able to contact them again.

I really thought after losing Sandy this another chance for eventual happines.

Thing is,
if she's ending this relationship because she wants to try and salvage her marriage (allbeit a loveless one by her account) and for the sake of her son, then I really have no grounds to complain.  She told me the decision broke her heart, that she would aways love me. She said how she didn't expect, or in her opinion deserve forgiveness. There is nothing to forgive, my love for her means I wish her well, my heart is shattered, but I understand.

Because I love her, I want only her happiness, and if this choice makes her happy, if this choice is what is best for her and her son, then I'll let her go.
Doesn't mean it doesn't hurt, doesn't mean I'm not heartbroken, but it's what's right.

so, goodbye my love, I wish you a long and happy life, may you find the peace you seek, may true happiness be yours.
  • Listening to: music
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Drinking: water

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Obscure-Elegance Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist

long time no talk to
KeIIion Featured By Owner Edited Dec 16, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
You come back i love your artwork
rachelillustrates Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Hey friend. I know you won't see this, at least not physically, since I just found out about your passing. Just saying I miss you, I wish I had gotten to know you better and I hope you and Sandy are together again, in Badger's Love, on the other side. You are ever in my thoughts and gratitude.
GymnastixJenny Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014
happy birthday!
you do good art, yo, I no do good art, yo, I jealous of your art, yo.
creationstar Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday and Happy New Year.
clockworkseer Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2013
See you in the other worlds, bro.
Teocchan Featured By Owner May 26, 2013
Hey... c-can you see my drawings and tell me if ther're horrible or not?
MyLostFreedom Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013
Hello! c:
tarvae Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2013
Rest in Peace old friend
creationstar Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday

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